I miss u Snoopie

Today marks the second year without my little baby girl. Mishelle Alyson left us at the age of 3 on this day 2 years ago, because of a tumor called AT/RT. Central nervous system (CNS) atypical teratoid/rhabdoid tumor (AT/RT) is a very rare, fast-growing tumor of the brain and spinal cord. It usually occurs in children younger than three years of age, although it can occur in older children and adults. Even though international studies show that this tumor COULD be genetic, the doctors in Norway have no interest in pursuing this aspect. I have tried to take a DNA test, but was told that there no founding for this kind of research.  Sadly enough it would seem as a wealthy country like Norway do not have the interest in finding answers to this aggressive tumor. Or at least that is how a father is left feeling after having tried to face the health system. 

The most beautiful angel in heaven!

I miss you every day of the year my litle Snoopie! 

Celebrating Mishelle's birthday

beautifully decorated

Me & my mum

Mishelle's birthday cake -5 candles

Melissa & Storm

Sisters

Zulema & Ståle

Today we celebrated Mishelle's fifth birthday. It was  rainy day at the cementary, but still we managed to make it a memorable day!  I MISS U SNOOPIE!!

Mishelle's birthday - tomorrow

First time in our new house

 Tomorrow Mishelle Alsyon, the most beautiful angel in heaven would have turned 5 years.   Thursday the 26'th 2007 at 1:30 Pm our amazing daughter saw the light of day for the first time. She brightened up our lives with her smile and her loving kindness.
Even though she will have been an angel for 2 years this saturday, not a day goes that i don't think about her.  And tomorrow we choose to celebrate her birthday, rather then remember the sad fact that she is not here amongst us anymore.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SNOOPIE!!!  FELIZ CUMPLEÑOS - GRATULERER MED DAGEN!!   We all love you a LOT Mishi. You will always be in our hearts and minds!

Decorating the bathroom with potato flour

in her sailor dress

A day at Kjenn

Melissa taking the poto

Today we all met at my parents house to have dinner; chilli con carne.  Also took the opportunity to take a few photos with Margaret and the family as she is going back to Peru soon.  ( My brother and his family were also here today, but had "left the building" when we took the photos ). Although my camera does not take good quality photos indoors, it is still a nice memory to bring along.

Easter holiday is over

Wow, seems like i am getting more and more lazy with the updates on our blog.. ;o( 
so a little overdue, but here is a short summary of resent events..;

The easter holidays we spent at home together with Storm, Zulema and Ståle. But the big easter dinner took place at my mother and fathers house, where my brother and his family also came to eat turkey dinner.
Otherwise the last month has been spent buying a new car ( although second hand.. ), a Mitsubishi Lancer 4wd. Our old Opel Astra was becoming to expensive for repairs, so we changed it with another old car that hopefully will do the job for the next 2/3 years  ;o)  hehe.
Melissa is enjoying her karate lessons 2 times a week and she is learned fast...  So don't pick a fight with her ;o)))

Visiting Mishelle

Mitsubishi

In Drøbak

Easter eggs..

April is also the worst month of the year for us, the 28'th to be more specific. It will be 2 years without my Snoopie.. And even though the days of the year go by - that particular date will always be difficult. First "celebrate" her 5'th birthday and then 2 days later remember her passing. I hope everyone that visits this blog will be kind enough to send Mishelle a special thought on the 28'th!  NO child should ever have to endure the pains of cancer!