That time of year again....

Photo taken a week ago

Having some fun during treatment

2 people we miss A LOT

 I don't update my blog much anymore, but i just had to say a few words now. This saturday Mishelle Alyson would have celebrated her 7'th !! birthday  -  and in her honour the family will gather to celebrate her with balloons and cakes.  Monday 28'th marks the fourth year since she left for angel duty - and the sence of loss keeps growing inside me. So many questions occupy my mind; " what would she look like, what would be her favourite music, hobby, sport etc.. "  Questions that will follow me the rest of my life and never be answered.   And to make spring even more melancholic, may 16 marks 1 year since my father passed away. IF there is an after-life i know these 2 are together and having fun - but that does not take away my need to hear their voices or see their faces.  They say time heals all wounds... NO it does not!   It just teaches you to live with the open wound in your heart.

True!